layer5A (a garageband demo) - nb
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hi, all you tv-lands!

so, i listened to this today and thought, "it's been awhile and i feel like posting something, what the hell, i'll post it"!  it's from at least 10 years ago but prolly more.

it was subsequently used with some other cues i did for a documentary called Thirty Years from Here, directed by josh rosenzweig. i'll be posting some clips from that soon! nice to see you again. xoxo february 9, 2018

layer5A

i never have to make my mind up

i don't know if i ever will

and if i don't where will i wind up

over my self

over the hill

what's the point of living lost in these clouds of

confusion

accumulating cost and never finding a way 

i know that i'm not lost it's just

an illusion

and living in it for so long a not-so-clever delay

 

i go around spouting this'n that and that'n this

oh i'm so great

doesn't everbody see how much i try to enlighten

and illuminate

now butter wouldn't melt but i don't know if i am

wrecked inside or if i am free from my own constraints

i'm waiting for the perfect time to be free

from this despondance 

but everybody says it's just an iteration of fear

i don't know if i have time in preponderance

but maybe i'll investigate it as long as i'm here

i go around spouting this'n that and that'n this

oh i'm so great

doesn't everbody see how much i try to enlighten

and illuminate

butter wouldn't melt but i don't know if i am

wrecked inside or if i am free from my own constraints

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