some say
they don't know
how they got to where they find themselves today
looking back doesn't always seem to make it clear
oh oh oh oh i know a little bit about it
i too have felt this way
gotta find peace of mind enough to melt this fear
maybe aiming for the here and now
is just the best that i can do
holding steady, circuits ready
let the joy come through
i'm playing a song for a spider
let the cosmic waves of sound
help him find his earthly ground
i wanna dive head first into a well of desire
let the grief that we have worn
cause the spark to be reborn
i fight the urge
to listen
to a myriad of voices in my head
one of them sorta sounds a lot like you
i don't mind cuz i remember something awesome
you once said: grieve it all one at a time...
it feels so true
maybe aiming for the letting go
is the only way to see
holding steady, engines ready
let the love run free
i'm playing a song for a spider
let the cosmic waves of sound
help him find his earthly ground
i wanna try looking through the eyes of a spider
let the grief that we have worn
cause the spark to be reborn
i'm playing a song for a spider
let the cosmic waves of sound
help him find his earthly ground
i wanna dive head first into the well of desire
let the grief that we have worn
cause the spark to be reborn
©2013 nell balaban
all rights reserved
music lyrics vocals - me
producer, guitars & more - tim thorney
bass - sandy chochinov
engineer/mixing - adam fair
mastering - noah mintz, lacquerchannel