
Draw Me Out
i could stay right here forever
plant my feet in this impossible love
and let the roots take hold
the longing tree would grow around me
i could live inside a hundred years
and never feel the cold
oh yes and all my friends would try to draw me out
oh yes and i would say i'm happy where i am
oh 'cause the not having you
would be the thing i'd have
i'd try to tell them all i've chosen
that i am not a victim here in this solitude
i take responsibility
but there are times i stop believing
and sometimes on a clear day even i can see
it's limited for me
and i am afraid of real nothingness it's true
oh for all my talk i filled the void with lack of you
oh if i don't have my house of sadness you are gone
i'll miss the grieving
i will miss the missing
but now i know i know that it's not love
i could stay right here forever
plant my feet in this impossible love
and let the roots take hold
©2005 nell balaban
all rights reserved
music lyrics vocals - me
producer, bass, keyboard - tim thorney
guitar - champagne james robertson
drums - adam warner
engineer - mike philips
mastering - noah mintz, lacquerchannel